racingbarakarts:

Of course the universe did it all at once. Piggy had another stroke, Harley has a few weeks left to live, Molly may have diabetes (I will find out tomorrow) and I may have kidney failure (I will find out tomorrow for that as well). I wanna crawl in a hole and die, I don’t want to lose the dogs, especially not all at once. And if Molly has diabetes, she’s way too weak to make it through that. She’s 14, blind, deaf, has no teeth, and is barely making it through life. Diabetes would kill her :(

Thankfully Molly doesn’t have diabetes. We got the results early. But her liver isn’t good. They said something about Cushings, but they want to do another test. I may do a gofundme because another test will be $200 and I don’t have that